wasted my cash on nothing. Wasted my life on nothing. Wasted my youth not trying. Wasted my time by lying . Faced with what i should and should not do with things that may or may not -- matter to anyone but my fucking self, and do no good, crying-crying. What is the point in trying fail after fail, uninspiring. How can I keep trying when I take no pleasure? I will keep on trying when there is no pleasure - I will keep on trying even with no pleasure and I'll eat all of this pain. Every thing that has kept me moving forward seems to be getting further and further away.
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